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Posted by Alta on February 13, 2009

Could do with a smoke right about now,not even 4pm what a day!!


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I feel….

Posted by Alta on January 14, 2009







Day 3 about to end and not bad i guess,funny taste in my mouth more it being dry then anything else,time standing still.I am feeling all of the above,but its not half of what people feel,or maybe they just exaggerate things.

Went through this website and i was supposed to feel like 20 odd different things as time passed,but sorry not depressed enough nor do i feel like i am all alone 😀   No problem sleeping and no foggy mind either.

Hasnt been easy,and its not been long,but not too bad either.If i can go through to the end of the week i think ill be fine,have changed a few things and trying to keep myself busy and just occupied.

Have at times reached out for my packet as a reflex action and have laughed because its not there any more.

I just hope dad and i can stay away from each other for another few days 😀 (doubt that will happen)

The urge is still there,have thought what the hell,the idea was to lower the number in the first place,but hanging in and so far so good.Lets see what happens over the next few days.

There is a betting pool going if someone wants in,at work people have given me 5 days to 2 weeks,the pool is close to 17k i have bet on lasting 15 days and i have my eye on the cash.I am more then happy to take other bets.

No more kitkat 🙂

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