Monkey business

Sab pagal hain,aur mai sab se bara nahi hoon!

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Posted by Alta on June 23, 2010

Things are well,most things working for you and yet not at ease,thats how i feel and have been for the last two days.Ever happen to you?

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Strange dreams and someone

Posted by Alta on June 8, 2010

For the last few weeks i have been having really strange dreams,not sure what to make of them, if anything.I never seem to remember them clearly,rarely do i remember what exactly happened in one.Todays too i dont remember what it was about,but woke and glimpses were in my head.

One person i saw in my dream last night,and she looked so good.I drive past her house almost every week and i wonder what she is doing these days,if she is happy,if she remembers me? I know she does,i hear at times that she had been asking about me and i always feel bad,because i too think of her at times,specially when i cross her house always tempted to stop and ring the bell but i cant.

I have never cared for many people in my life,even now the list is very small and i try not to show that side of myself to people,i have always been the rude,spoiled brat and i prefer people thinking of me like that.They dont expect much of me nor do they want to come close.

She was different she knew exactly what i was like,when others gave up on me she pushed me forward,always telling me to chase my dreams and that she knew i could do what i wanted.I always needed a push,i still do and i have plenty ofย  insecurities and she had a finger on each making sure that they didnt get the better of me,she knew me better then anyone at that time.

She was for many years someone very important in my life and i always have felt bad that i just left and never went back or kept in touch,i tend to do that,call it moving on or not caring and being cold i dont know.Its just what i am like,its very easy for me to be without someone i love or care about,not talking to them or making the effort to,yet loving them and caring all the same.Its the Murad blood in me ๐Ÿ™‚

I feel 10 years or more has been enough time and i should ring that bell next time i pass her house.

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One of those days!

Posted by Alta on June 4, 2010

Am feeling crappy and down,have been all day even though i went out and tried to have a good laugh with the boys but left early as i just couldnt but just cant shake it off.There isnt much going on bar a few things and i dont think that its them thats getting to me.I dont know if its the nerves or i am just being me,all moody and grumpy.Well a few hours more and then ill just just sleep it off i guess.

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Two months to go!

Posted by Alta on May 31, 2010

And all hell breaks lose? leading up to it over the next two months it just might! ๐Ÿ™‚

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Small steps

Posted by Alta on May 20, 2010

After 2 weeks or more of delay and delays ,the new business officially is in business with the first few clients (have had many before but not under the proper name and such) coming in and work being done.As luck would have it this week has been really hot,and a lot of out door running ,and to be fair i knew there would be plenty of running around.Just wish it was a little cooler,and yes i should have started this in the winters!

Overall its started well,even though the websites first draft was really bad (80% my fault) the second draft has been uploaded but before i tell the world i want it to be as close to perfect as it can be,but its getting there which is a good thing.I have a short temper and i get irritated by small things easily (lasts about 5 secs) and i am sure my partner is realising this now,even though he should have known before hand and dude if you didnt your fault ๐Ÿ™‚ I might be a pain at times i know but no one is perfect not even me,i know its sad but its the truth.

So todays funny,and how i shouldnt be doing this.Some one close to me and someone who i know thinks only the best for me goes along the lines of this is hard work and it will never work,to how much are you making on this one job (i didnt answer my tax lawyer has asked me to pretend to be deaf and dumb when someone asks me about it),to how i should get a separate office (yes working out of the old one right now which is plenty)

I am like dude! you think this wont work,i am wasting my time,and want me to rent out a new place? why? I want to take it slow i am in no rush (i never am) he didnt have an answer.I also love how all memons at work think its not going to work right which is fine,yet they keep asking me about it and want to know as much detail as they can and then they try to tell me that i am doing it wrong and the whole wont work theory.I just smiled today,many times ๐Ÿ™‚

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Amir Khan

Posted by Alta on April 30, 2010

Not him but the boxer! Olympic silver medal winner for the Brits,born and bread there,dad is a Pakistani and he even came to Pakistan a few months back.Is the WBA world champion,is to fight in the US,first fight in US and a title defence but oops,the name Khan raised some flags and he is in Canada training for the fight.

I mean WTF! he is a champion boxer,signed with a top company who is promoting him the golden boy and this,amazingly stupid.So yeah do a back ground check and waste tax payers money.I dont know which agency flagged him but Jesus! Its bloody stupid and nothing else.

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