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Single again :(

Posted by Alta on January 22, 2009

After three long years of being with her,having spent every day of my life with her its over,we have moved on,she has found someone else and its time i start looking for someone too now.

I will always love her,and i will never forget her,she was a big part of my life for those years,we did everything together,she was always there for me and i feel i let her down but it was time for us to go our separate ways,it just wanst meant to be for us.

I first met her when she came to Karachi in 2006,and the moment i saw her i knew that she was the one for me.We used to meet at work almost daily,we would look at each other but never talked,with time that changed and then one day i took her out with me for lunch and there was no looking back for us.

It was like she was made for me,she was perfect,beautiful,smart,had the perfect eyes and her voice…I still love her and i miss her!

The next three years were spent together,and time passed very quickly,we never had a problem,in fact had the best time together,the long drives,the rains we enjoyed,being on the road with her or being stuck in traffic on the way back from work and listening to her sing to me is something i will always remember.

I do not know what changed,i knew i still loved her,i still do,but something changed,maybe it was after her accident that we started to grow apart or maybe it was just time for us to move on,i know she has.

I still think of her,i even had a dream of her last night,my friends ask me about her,my family can not believe that we are no longer together,i can not believe it either.

I am single again and i am looking to find a new love all over again,i miss my car 😦

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I feel….

Posted by Alta on January 14, 2009

Lazy

Sleepy

Tired

Down

Irritated

Restless

Day 3 about to end and not bad i guess,funny taste in my mouth more it being dry then anything else,time standing still.I am feeling all of the above,but its not half of what people feel,or maybe they just exaggerate things.

Went through this website and i was supposed to feel like 20 odd different things as time passed,but sorry not depressed enough nor do i feel like i am all alone πŸ˜€Β Β  No problem sleeping and no foggy mind either.

Hasnt been easy,and its not been long,but not too bad either.If i can go through to the end of the week i think ill be fine,have changed a few things and trying to keep myself busy and just occupied.

Have at times reached out for my packet as a reflex action and have laughed because its not there any more.

I just hope dad and i can stay away from each other for another few days πŸ˜€ (doubt that will happen)

The urge is still there,have thought what the hell,the idea was to lower the number in the first place,but hanging in and so far so good.Lets see what happens over the next few days.

There is a betting pool going if someone wants in,at work people have given me 5 days to 2 weeks,the pool is close to 17k i have bet on lasting 15 days and i have my eye on the cash.I am more then happy to take other bets.

No more kitkat πŸ™‚

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12 days only

Posted by Alta on January 12, 2009

Its been a good start to the new year but a bloody slow one,work is slow but good,if you manage to sell cars in times like these something is going right for you.

But the stop start weeks do not help,and work really is slow,so its boring.Then this customer today offers me a job today,has a company that deals with anything under water,so ships that sink or the deep sea cables.

Says he is looking for someone who is good with computers,speaks decent English and can be an all rounder like for him,as his last guy left and that i can learn a lot from him and what not.

I was more then happy to hear his offer and so i asked him ke whats the pay,and he says oh we can talk about it at my office,tum kal zaroor aoo.I will sure but still i would like to know,Rs 14,000 to start with,9 am to 6 pm,6 days a week,but its a great opportunity for you etc etc

Before i could say anything some one else who is at the showroom with me jumped in,probably thinking ke aaj we si he alta kuta kha ke behta hai and now this uncle comes in at 8 pm and pagal bana raha hai for the last hour.

I wouldnt have said anything mean or rude to him,would have just thanked him and said no,i mean he was just being nice i guess and he was under the impression ke i am just a sales person there,so not his fault at all (that i look like monkey),haan in return i would have offered him a job with me as a joke thats for sure.

Did sell him a car in the end,the job offer is still there if i wish to take it,i might just give him a visit when i am bored πŸ˜€

But yes been one of those days,dad and i have had our bust up today twice in the last 2 hours,and i am sure there will be more,i guess its high time too we have been too nice to each other and havent had a fight for some time now.

Time for tea πŸ™‚

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Palestinians/Pakistanis

Posted by Alta on January 12, 2009

I keep gettingΒ  emails and messages on FB telling me how bad people in Palestinians have it and how many have died in the last two weeks or so,how many women,children and men.
My reply to each is a question,how many have died in Pakistan in the last 5 years,killed by our own army,and by the terrorists ? Just give me a number,i dodnt need the break down of the stats.

So protest and pray for Pakistan first,clean your own house and then worry abt Gazza and Kashmir.

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New Year new start

Posted by Alta on January 2, 2009

Had no idea that new year would start like this for me,waking up a 7 am (normal for many yes,but i am one of those lucky few who walks in to work at 1pm or 2 pm and i am back home by 9 pm max) and working through the day till 8 30 pm or so and back home.

I have not been up this early for the last 3 or 4 years,normally go to bed around 3 or 4am and wake up at 11am or so,have been in bed by 11.30pm and up at 7 am,no fun but not too bad either πŸ™‚

I am lazy,but if i have to do something and set my mind to it then thats it have to do it (pats self on the back) and in this case have to do it,reward might not be there short term but 3 or 4 years down the line it will be worth it.And for those wondering if i am going back to school no i am not,well i am but not to study πŸ˜‰

So right now its not clear if this new thing will work out or not,its up in the air but either way i do plan on going in at 8 am for a few weeks and make some changes.So this month will be busy and fun πŸ™‚

Work has been slow over the last 2 months,though still a few sales here and there so cant complain.Issues as always and its been one of those weeks,crazy and silly things but problems still that need to be sorted.

So all in all a very mixed start to the new year,long week,long days,will be a long month,but better then being bored with nothing to do at all πŸ™‚

(something is wrong with me,i should not be all smiles and enjoying all this extra work and should be complaining like i normally would)

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